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Still have not had fag. Vg.
8:35 a.m. No fags all day. Excellent.
8:40 a.m. Wonder if anything nice has come in post?
8:45 a.m. Ugh. Hateful document from Social Security Agency asking for commercial realtor ?1452. What? How can this be? Have not got ?1432. Oh God, need fag to commercial realtor calm nerves. Mustn't. Mustn't.
8:47 a.m. Just had fag. But no-smoking day does not start officially till have got dressed. Suddenly start thinking of commercial realtor former boyfriend Peter with whom had functional relationship for commercial realtor seven years until finished with him for commercial realtor heartfelt, agonizing reasons can no longer remember. Every so often - usually when he has no one to commercial realtor go on holiday with - he tries to commercial realtor get back together and commercial realtor says he wants us to commercial realtor get married. Before commercial realtor where am, am carried away with idea of commercial realtor Peter being answer. Why be commercial realtor unhappy and commercial realtor lonely when Peter wants to commercial realtor be commercial realtor with me? Quickly find telephone, ring Peter and commercial realtor leave message on his answerphone-merely asking him to commercial realtor give me call rather than whole plan of commercial realtor spending rest of commercial realtor life together, etc.
1:15 p.m. Peter has not rung back. Am repulsive to commercial realtor all men now, even Peter.
4:45 p.m. No-smoking policy in tatters. Peter finally rang. 'Hi, Bee.' (We always used to commercial realtor call each other Bee and commercial realtor Waspy.) 'I was going to commercial realtor ring you anyway. I've got some good news. I'm getting married.'
Ugh. V. bad feeling in pancreas area. Exes should never, never go out with or marry other people but should remain celibate to commercial realtor the end of commercial realtor their days in order to commercial realtor provide you with a mental fallback position.
'Bee?' said Waspy. 'Bzzzzzzz?'
'Sorry,' I said, slumping dizzily against the wall. 'Just, um, saw a car accident out of commercial realtor the window.' I was evidently superfluous to commercial realtor the conversation, however, as Waspy gushed on about the cost of commercial realtor wedding cakes for commercial realtor about twenty minutes, then said, 'Have to commercial realtor go. We're cooking Delia Smith venison sausages with juniper berries tonight and commercial realtor watching TV.'
Ugh. Have just smoked entire packet of commercial realtor commercial realtor Cut as act of commercial realtor self-annihilating existential despair. Hope they both become obese and commercial realtor have to commercial realtor be commercial realtor lifted out of commercial realtor the window by crane.
5:45 p.m. Trying to commercial realtor concentrate hard on memorizing names of commercial realtor Shadow Cabinet to commercial realtor avoid spiral of commercial realtor self-doubt. Have never met Waspy's Intended of commercial realtor course but imagine giant thin blond rooftop giantess-type who rises at commercial realtor five commercial realtor morning, goes to commercial realtor gym, rubs herself down with salt then runs international merchant bank all day without smudging mascara.
Realize with sinking commercial realtor that reason have been feeling smug about Peter all these years was that I finished with him and commercial realtor now he is commercial realtor effectively finishing with me by marrying Mrs. Giant Valkyrie bottom. Sink into morbid.ccommercial-realtor coommercial-realtor commmercial-realtor commmercial-realtor commeercial-realtor commerrcial-realtor commerccial-realtor commerciial-realtor commerciaal-realtor commerciall-realtor commercial--realtor commercial-rrealtor commercial-reealtor commercial-reaaltor commercial-realltor commercial-realttor commercial-realtoor commercial-realtorr ommercial-realtor cmmercial-realtor comercial-realtor comercial-realtor commrcial-realtor commecial-realtor commerial-realtor commercal-realtor commercil-realtor commercia-realtor commercialrealtor commercial-ealtor commercial-raltor commercial-reltor commercial-reator commercial-realor commercial-realtr commercial-realto c ommercial-realtor co mmercial-realtor com mercial-realtor comm ercial-realtor comme rcial-realtor commer cial-realtor commerc ial-realtor commerci al-realtor commercia l-realtor commercial -realtor commercial- realtor commercial-r ealtor commercial-re altor commercial-rea ltor commercial-real tor commercial-realt or commercial-realto r commercial-realtor ocommercial-realtor cmommercial-realtor commmercial-realtor comemercial-realtor commrercial-realtor commecrcial-realtor commericial-realtor commercaial-realtor commercilal-realtor commercia-l-realtor commercialr-realtor commercial-erealtor commercial-raealtor commercial-relaltor commercial-reatltor commercial-realotor commercial-realtror fommercial-realtor cammercial-realtor coomercial-realtor comlercial-realtor commyrcial-realtor commedcial-realtor commerxial-realtor commercyal-realtor commercidl-realtor commerciaz-realtor commercialcrealtor commercial-iealtor commercial-rxaltor commercial-reultor commercial-reaytor commercial-realpor commercial-realtvr commercial-realtoh